...another few min will b x'mas...
...another year past..
...wow...time flies...^^
...happy n unhappy things happened...
...i learnt to rmb those beautiful n happy things...
...i wanna lead a simple + happy life with all my love ones around me...
...can i have tht as my present mr SANTA...
...hahaha...
...seems like its a lil childish having a wishing list...
...but...
...everybody love SURPRISES...
...dont u??...
...haha...
...thx to aLL my LOVELY frenz around me...
...may everyone enjoy ur x'mas!!!...
...dont forget my PRESENT ya!!!...
...send me by parcel will do...
...=P...
...thx in advance!!!...
...^^...
...meRRy x'Mas!!!...
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
...cuTie dOggY...
..sLeepyheAd.. 
...cuTie WIN......see those pic of de cute doggy???...
...haha...
...allow me to introduce u all...
...WIN...my new doggie...
...^^...
...he is cute right???...
...hahaha...
... my bro like dog since small...
...is not tht my daddy dont like small animals n dog...
...my dad do let him owned a dog b4...
...when he was primary 6...
...but then...
...tht time my bro is still young...
...daddy dont have much time to take care of a dog...
...so...bye bye to our 1st dog...Kiki...back to her owner...
...then my bro took back 2 puppies twice...
...but...
...objection from my dad...
...so bye bye to those 2 cute doggies also...
...WIN is de 4th doggy my bro brought home...
...without giving any early notice also...
...but this time...
...my dad didnt say anything...
...n help my bro to settle it...
...yeah!!!...
...haha...
...according to my bro...
...WIN is a dog who being left by its owner near his frenz house...
...n an indian family took care of it n give out leaftlet to find its owner...
...but after 1 week ady...
...still no news frm its owner...
...n de indian family cant take care of another dog ady coz they ady owned 3 dogs...
...so my bro took it home...
...thts how my bro took it back...
...poor lil thing...
...>.<...
...my bro took him for grooming b4 took it home...
...so he looks soooooooooo cute n nice...
...hahahahaha....
...WIN is really very adorable...
...he is very tame also...
...love it when i saw him...
...another companion for me...^^
...Win...be good n i will play with u everyday o...
...y do ppl tend to b so selfish sometimes...
...pls dont b so selfish towards frenz k??...
...all tht u all do will hurt those who treat u as their frenz...
Saturday, December 12, 2009
...my SHORT haiR...
...i did something very brave today...
...i cut MY HAIR SHORT...
...hahahaha...
...really SHORT lo...
...i was shocked at 1st...
...haha...
...when my mummy pick me up...
...she was shocked too...
...haha...
...she said...wa..u really cut short huh??..
...hahahaha...
...bout 7 yrs didnt cut my hair this short...
...i was brave to make this decision right??...
...haha...
...den when i reached home...
...another few 'wow' frm n bro n sis...
...daddy still nt yt back n havent see my new hairstyle..
...will have another "WOW" later...
...he dunno i going to cut my hair SHORT...
...hahaha...
...now feeling quite unsecure n weird...
...feeling like no hair ady...
...my neck feel really cool now...
...haha...
...expecting for another few 'WOW' frm my frenz next week when they see me...
...haha...
..."WOW!!!"...
...sistErs ouTiNG...
...my sisters...
jump =P
...frenz forever......11.12.2009...
...today is my 1st day after STPM...
...n i really do enjoyed my 1st day of holiday so so so much...
...^^...
...i spent the whole day with my best sisters...
...we went for lunch at Tea Garden...
...with mingyao n his 2 frenz...
...then 5 of us went sing k...^^
...haha...
...its been a long time since we sing k together...
...i remembered after we finish SPM...
...we went Neway sing k de 1st day of our hols...
...haha...
...today's outing juz like wat we did last time...
...haha...
...we sing, take photo n play juz like last time...
...i really enjoyed myself...
...playing, jumping,laughing...
...haha...
...after tht...
...we went to sutera mall coz wjin wanna buy her contact lens n we went walk walk since we didnt meet up like today for such a looooonnnngggg time...
...i really love this outing very very much...
...its like we were still study together n all...
...just like de good old days we had together...^^
...really...
...i felt really fortunate to get to noe them n spent my sec life with them...
...those days r really a very good n precious days for me...
...forever!!!...haha...
...sis...i really hope we can meet up like this more often...
...i hope we can still rmb each other even we futher studies in diff uni...
...coz...
...i really treat u all as my BFF...
...so...
...more outing n meet up yea...
...muackssss...
...muackssss...
...love ya all...
Thursday, December 10, 2009
...bYe STPM...
...yeah....i finished my exam ady^^
...haha...
...finally man...>.<
...i felt relieved n free now...
...wow...
...i actually ''walk'' down the path of form 6 till de end...^^
...de path that my daddy didnt intend to let me walk at all...
...haha...kinda headstrong that time when i decided to study form 6...
...sorry daddy...>.< but i went through all these ady...
...although not a good yr for me...>.<
...time flies...
...1 and a half yrs past...>.<
...well...
...there's a lot of things i learnt during this period..
...i got to noe many frenz too...
...n get noe of my "old" frenz even more well...
...i got hurt n i tried to think positive...
...i lost my fren n i got new ones n get back de frenship...
...i got dengue n i recover...
...haha...
...good that i recover both mentally n physically...
...=P...
...wow...a unforgetable 1 and a half yr..
...^^...
...thx to all my frenz...
...muackssssssssss...
...haha...
...i love u guys who help me n give me support...
...^^...every single of u all...
...once fren forever fren...
...u can take my word...v(n.n)v
...thx!!!!!!...
...haha...
...finally man...>.<
...i felt relieved n free now...
...wow...
...i actually ''walk'' down the path of form 6 till de end...^^
...de path that my daddy didnt intend to let me walk at all...
...haha...kinda headstrong that time when i decided to study form 6...
...sorry daddy...>.< but i went through all these ady...
...although not a good yr for me...>.<
...time flies...
...1 and a half yrs past...>.<
...well...
...there's a lot of things i learnt during this period..
...i got to noe many frenz too...
...n get noe of my "old" frenz even more well...
...i got hurt n i tried to think positive...
...i lost my fren n i got new ones n get back de frenship...
...i got dengue n i recover...
...haha...
...good that i recover both mentally n physically...
...=P...
...wow...a unforgetable 1 and a half yr..
...^^...
...thx to all my frenz...
...muackssssssssss...
...haha...
...i love u guys who help me n give me support...
...^^...every single of u all...
...once fren forever fren...
...u can take my word...v(n.n)v
...thx!!!!!!...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
...sTress...
...aisk...
...long time didnt update my blog dy...
...haha...
...almost a month...
...>.<...
...haha...
...felt so stress recently...
...ya...
...coz of STPM is nearer...
...OMG!!!...
...its juz 25 days away from now...
...25...less than a month from now...
...>.<...
...im trying to do wateva i can now...
...at least thats something good...^^
...i hope i wont fall sick anymore...
...>.<...
...fall sick liao cant study at all...
...>.<...
...jia you jia you!!...
...long time didnt update my blog dy...
...haha...
...almost a month...
...>.<...
...haha...
...felt so stress recently...
...ya...
...coz of STPM is nearer...
...OMG!!!...
...its juz 25 days away from now...
...25...less than a month from now...
...>.<...
...im trying to do wateva i can now...
...at least thats something good...^^
...i hope i wont fall sick anymore...
...>.<...
...fall sick liao cant study at all...
...>.<...
...jia you jia you!!...
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
...speciaL F word...
...i miss all my frenz...
...haiz...
...every single of u...
...whether u r there by my side almost everyday...
...or u there in australia...
...or even those who r in kl...
...gals n boys...
...i miss every single of u there...
...>.<...
...haiz...
...feel like talk to a fren whom i didnt really talk to these days...
...i miss those days we encourage each other n talk to each other...
...even though mostly through sms-es...
...but...
...ya...
...i miss u...
...>.<...
...i need ur encourage now...
...>.<...
...oh well...
...things changed...
...u have ur own fren i noe...
...but...
...i do hope i stand a tiny little place in ur heart...
...juz a lil lil place is more than enough...
...study hard ya...
...i noe u can...
...coz u always done well in everything u do...
...^^ aLL de very very BEST...
...good luck...
...speciaL F word...
...is...
...F...
...R...
...i...
...e...
...N...
...d...
...s...
...H...
...i...
...p...
...frenz 4eva guyz...^^
...haiz...
...every single of u...
...whether u r there by my side almost everyday...
...or u there in australia...
...or even those who r in kl...
...gals n boys...
...i miss every single of u there...
...>.<...
...haiz...
...feel like talk to a fren whom i didnt really talk to these days...
...i miss those days we encourage each other n talk to each other...
...even though mostly through sms-es...
...but...
...ya...
...i miss u...
...>.<...
...i need ur encourage now...
...>.<...
...oh well...
...things changed...
...u have ur own fren i noe...
...but...
...i do hope i stand a tiny little place in ur heart...
...juz a lil lil place is more than enough...
...study hard ya...
...i noe u can...
...coz u always done well in everything u do...
...^^ aLL de very very BEST...
...good luck...
...speciaL F word...
...is...
...F...
...R...
...i...
...e...
...N...
...d...
...s...
...H...
...i...
...p...
...frenz 4eva guyz...^^
Sunday, September 27, 2009
...hoLidAY eND...
...1 week passed so so so fast...>.<
...thinking back wat i done in this 1 week holiday...
...hmmm...
...tuition as usual...
...went to meet up my BESTIES..ms HSIN...
...shopping with hsin n de gals...
...celebrate my baby,wqing's bdae...
...sing k...
...play games with someone special...^^
...shopping with my mum n sis...
...went out with daddy...
...i think thats all my outing...
...haha...
...aisk...
...seems like spent most of my time outing leh...
...haiz..
...gotta planned my time well ady..
...>.<...
...luckily when im at home...
...when i saw my lil bro studying...
...den i will study with him...
...like to study together with him...
...but sometimes will end up playing n chatting with him..
...haha...
...my lil sis n bro then join us study also...
...but most of de time 4 of us will end up chatting n laughing...
...haha...XD
...den my dad will come upstairs n c wat we doing...
...all of us will quickly turned back to our table n pretending we were studying all de while...
...aisk... haha...
...gotta work very hard lo...
...to get wat i want...
...dont wanna regret after that...
...cant regret ady...
...strive gal!!!...
...jia you jia you...
...thinking back wat i done in this 1 week holiday...
...hmmm...
...tuition as usual...
...went to meet up my BESTIES..ms HSIN...
...shopping with hsin n de gals...
...celebrate my baby,wqing's bdae...
...sing k...
...play games with someone special...^^
...shopping with my mum n sis...
...went out with daddy...
...i think thats all my outing...
...haha...
...aisk...
...seems like spent most of my time outing leh...
...haiz..
...gotta planned my time well ady..
...>.<...
...luckily when im at home...
...when i saw my lil bro studying...
...den i will study with him...
...like to study together with him...
...but sometimes will end up playing n chatting with him..
...haha...
...my lil sis n bro then join us study also...
...but most of de time 4 of us will end up chatting n laughing...
...haha...XD
...den my dad will come upstairs n c wat we doing...
...all of us will quickly turned back to our table n pretending we were studying all de while...
...aisk... haha...
...gotta work very hard lo...
...to get wat i want...
...dont wanna regret after that...
...cant regret ady...
...strive gal!!!...
...jia you jia you...
Friday, September 18, 2009
...smiLe...
...smiLe......finally...
...trial end...^^
...i dont think i work hard enough this time...>.<
...haiz...
...gonna disappoint myself again...>.<
...gotta work real hard from now on...
...>.<...
...went out with eeling, pam, kokyuan n shunqian on 15th juz after de exam...
...we gals went shopping while de guys went for movie...^^
...need to have a short break after preparing for exam...
...=P
...haha...
...didnt go shopping long time ady...
...so happy...^^
...we went for lunch n chat while we eating...
...its fun...^^
...hmmm...
...after that...
...de boys went for movie n we gals went shopping...
...walk around n shop around...
...haha...
...nice time...
...^^...
...den we gals took neoprints at de shop...
...^^...
...looon looong time didnt take neoprints ady...
...so fun...
...after that...
...we went to padini n try on de unbought shoes that 3 of us like it so so so much...
...but...
...no size...>.<
...sad...
...den we meet up de guys n had drinks at sds...
...after chatting for a while...
...we went back happily...
...haha...
...although we didnt go back with our hands full of bags...
...but...
...i feel so so so happy...satisfied...
...^^
...gotta work hard after this...^^
...jia you jia you!!...
...^^...
...unbOughT shoEs...
...kokyuan n shunqian... 
...niCe??...
...yuMMy.. 
...LuncH... 
...eeLing... 
...paMeLa... 
...=P......^^...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
...LasT 2 papERs...
...sound like my trial going to end soon...
...yeah!!!...
...but then...
...ady very disappointed coz noe my results wont b good...
...>.<...
...gotta work hard lo...
...i think i will missed wat i target this time...
...nvm...
...still not de end...
...still got time for me to study...jia you jia you...^^
...juz got back from batu pahat (my hometown^^)...
...went back this morning quite early...
...n i didnt get to study there...
...too many relatives went back today...
...n not de atmosphere to study also...
...aisk...my maths...>.<
...gotta work hard later lo..
...tmr maths 1 paper...
...SWT...>.<
..not good in maths...>.<
...jia you jia you!!...
P/S:...i love 13th very much...^^
...yeah!!!...
...but then...
...ady very disappointed coz noe my results wont b good...
...>.<...
...gotta work hard lo...
...i think i will missed wat i target this time...
...nvm...
...still not de end...
...still got time for me to study...jia you jia you...^^
...juz got back from batu pahat (my hometown^^)...
...went back this morning quite early...
...n i didnt get to study there...
...too many relatives went back today...
...n not de atmosphere to study also...
...aisk...my maths...>.<
...gotta work hard later lo..
...tmr maths 1 paper...
...SWT...>.<
..not good in maths...>.<
...jia you jia you!!...
P/S:...i love 13th very much...^^
Monday, September 7, 2009
...aisk...>.<
...should be studying now..
... haha...aisk...>.<
...my bro online...so curi use a while..
...having exam this whole week till thurs..>.<
...next mon n tues also got maths exam...
...aisk...>.<
...HELP!!!...
...dont like exams...>.<
...gonna go study lo...
...jia you jia you!!!!...
...aLL da BEST to ME....=P
...^^...
... haha...aisk...>.<
...my bro online...so curi use a while..
...having exam this whole week till thurs..>.<
...next mon n tues also got maths exam...
...aisk...>.<
...HELP!!!...
...dont like exams...>.<
...gonna go study lo...
...jia you jia you!!!!...
...aLL da BEST to ME....=P
...^^...
Friday, September 4, 2009
...zZzzZ...
...aisk...>.<
...start trial 1st paper today...PA2...
...time flies...
...STPM coming real soon now..>.<
...have to work triple hard from now on...>.<
...buck up!!!...
...juz 2 months away from de exam...
...work hard!!!...
..^^..buck up!!!...
...something weird happenned today...
...i dont know wat happened actually...
...frankly...>.<
...since de day u said those words to me n my frenz...
...i really shocked of it...
...wat does fren means??...
...i wondered u noe wat's de meaning of it or not...
...i noe u do...but u choose to say that also...>.<
...i cherished EVERYONE whom i met...
...i thought u really treat me as ur fren...
...mayb im de one who think like that...
...a simple 'hi' is more than enough...
...>.<...
...start trial 1st paper today...PA2...
...time flies...
...STPM coming real soon now..>.<
...have to work triple hard from now on...>.<
...buck up!!!...
...juz 2 months away from de exam...
...work hard!!!...
..^^..buck up!!!...
...something weird happenned today...
...i dont know wat happened actually...
...frankly...>.<
...since de day u said those words to me n my frenz...
...i really shocked of it...
...wat does fren means??...
...i wondered u noe wat's de meaning of it or not...
...i noe u do...but u choose to say that also...>.<
...i cherished EVERYONE whom i met...
...i thought u really treat me as ur fren...
...mayb im de one who think like that...
...a simple 'hi' is more than enough...
...>.<...
Monday, August 10, 2009
...mOndAY bLue...
...monday...i thought i wont be facing this 'monday blue' situation again...
...>.<...
...its raining when i woke up this morning...
...very comfortable...BUT...this kinda wheather made me feel emo...
...>.<...not that i dont like raining day...
...aisk...
...hmmm...reached schl...de door of our block still locked...
...so...all of us waited downstairs...
...standing all alone watching de rain drop...
...emo feeling arise...>.<
...its beautiful...
...think of lots of thing while watching de rain fall...
...feeling sad...>.<
...but...still comfortable...i kinda like de feeling now...
...de feeling of being alone n think of somethings...
...not too bad also...i guess...>.<
...i miss de time when i was in form 5...
...i miss my besties...
...i miss de time we chat n play together...
...i miss all de time i spent with u all...
...sis...i miss all of u...every single of u...>.<
...although i dont noe whether u all still rmb de time we spent together...>.<
...i think u all do rmb de time we spent...right?
...i miss u all...
Saturday, July 25, 2009
...touChed...
...staying at home for 1 week ady...
...monday going back to schl again...^^
...thurs went for bio tuition n finally...
...met my frenz that i miss most...^^
...didnt see them for 2 weeks dy...
...really miss them lo...
...hmmm...
...yesterday... really touched lo...
...kok yuan, pam, edison n hui mei come n fetch me to tuition...
...thx guys...^^
...come n fetch me from schl...
...so touched...^^
...thx for fetching me so that i wont miss tuition classes anymore...
...thx...
...today...went back to hospital for checkup...
...was worried since yesterday when i went back home after tuition...
...mummy told me...daddy went hospital today n met Dr Fauzi...
...doc told my dad tmr when going back for checkup...
...take a blood test at de 1st floor b4 going to his clinic...
...>.<...
...blood test AGAIN?!...
...haiz...
...i scared of it ady lah...my hands still blue black coz of taking blood test...
...>.<...
...daddy said should be de last blood test...dont worry...
...so this morning...
...reached hospital..me n my dad went to de lab n done our blood test there...
...i was scared coz my veins r vey fine n small...
...most of the time they cant really find de right place to take my blood...
... n will ended up poking a few times...
...but...luckily today de nurse managed to find it n took my blood successfully...
...thank god...although my blood came out quite slow...>.<
...but still got it in de 1st try...
...haha...
...den went up to Dr Fauzi's clinic...
...waited for de blood test report...
...yeah!! my platelet back to normal ady...436...haha...
...wow...in juz a week...it went up to 400+...
...but my liver enzyme still not back to normal yet coz of de imflammation...>.<
...its okay...doc said it will went down by itself...
...daddy's platelet went up to 636...
...wow!!doc said too high ady...
...haha...last time too low..now too high...
...but...its okay also...it will went down by itself...
...daddy still not very well..
...hope he can recover fully very very soon...
...another week of MC for daddy...
...good also...daddy didnt rest for quite some time liao...
...everyday working...now its time for him to have a good rest...
...recover speedy yea....dad...^^
...i can recover so fast must thank my daddy who took care of me when im hospitalized...
...daddy also had dengue fever but he didnt rest well coz of me...
...when i wake up in de middle of de night feeling unwell...
...daddy sure will wake up also n accompany me...pat my back when i feel like vomitting...
...pour water for me...accompany me...
...love de time being with u dad...^^
...so so touched...>.<
...i love u dad...i love u de most...^^
...thx for taking care of me when im sick...
...sorry that i made u worried that time when i bleed n allergy to medicine...
...i will take good care of my health now...
...will take de supplement that doc gave on time...
...so...dont worry bout me..im okay dy...u have to rest more o...
...thx daddy...^^
...having MC n able to stay at home for a week made me noe that how my parents care bout me...
...will have to work harder n get good results to repay them...right?...^^
...that means i have to work very very hard starting from monday...
...aisk...>.<
...jia you!!...
...good luck to me...^^
...monday going back to schl again...^^
...thurs went for bio tuition n finally...
...met my frenz that i miss most...^^
...didnt see them for 2 weeks dy...
...really miss them lo...
...hmmm...
...yesterday... really touched lo...
...kok yuan, pam, edison n hui mei come n fetch me to tuition...
...thx guys...^^
...come n fetch me from schl...
...so touched...^^
...thx for fetching me so that i wont miss tuition classes anymore...
...thx...
...today...went back to hospital for checkup...
...was worried since yesterday when i went back home after tuition...
...mummy told me...daddy went hospital today n met Dr Fauzi...
...doc told my dad tmr when going back for checkup...
...take a blood test at de 1st floor b4 going to his clinic...
...>.<...
...blood test AGAIN?!...
...haiz...
...i scared of it ady lah...my hands still blue black coz of taking blood test...
...>.<...
...daddy said should be de last blood test...dont worry...
...so this morning...
...reached hospital..me n my dad went to de lab n done our blood test there...
...i was scared coz my veins r vey fine n small...
...most of the time they cant really find de right place to take my blood...
... n will ended up poking a few times...
...but...luckily today de nurse managed to find it n took my blood successfully...
...thank god...although my blood came out quite slow...>.<
...but still got it in de 1st try...
...haha...
...den went up to Dr Fauzi's clinic...
...waited for de blood test report...
...yeah!! my platelet back to normal ady...436...haha...
...wow...in juz a week...it went up to 400+...
...but my liver enzyme still not back to normal yet coz of de imflammation...>.<
...its okay...doc said it will went down by itself...
...daddy's platelet went up to 636...
...wow!!doc said too high ady...
...haha...last time too low..now too high...
...but...its okay also...it will went down by itself...
...daddy still not very well..
...hope he can recover fully very very soon...
...another week of MC for daddy...
...good also...daddy didnt rest for quite some time liao...
...everyday working...now its time for him to have a good rest...
...recover speedy yea....dad...^^
...i can recover so fast must thank my daddy who took care of me when im hospitalized...
...daddy also had dengue fever but he didnt rest well coz of me...
...when i wake up in de middle of de night feeling unwell...
...daddy sure will wake up also n accompany me...pat my back when i feel like vomitting...
...pour water for me...accompany me...
...love de time being with u dad...^^
...so so touched...>.<
...i love u dad...i love u de most...^^
...thx for taking care of me when im sick...
...sorry that i made u worried that time when i bleed n allergy to medicine...
...i will take good care of my health now...
...will take de supplement that doc gave on time...
...so...dont worry bout me..im okay dy...u have to rest more o...
...thx daddy...^^
...having MC n able to stay at home for a week made me noe that how my parents care bout me...
...will have to work harder n get good results to repay them...right?...^^
...that means i have to work very very hard starting from monday...
...aisk...>.<
...jia you!!...
...good luck to me...^^
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
...sCary mOsquiTo...
...dont ever think that mosquito is juz a small creature/insect....
...YOU r WRONG if u think like that...>.< ...this small little insect had made me admitted into hospital for 7 days...
...miserable 7 days in my life...
...aisk...
...1st time in my life admitted in hospital...
...started not feeling very well on 9 july...
...fever..but still go to schl that day...coz of chemistry MPM...
...dont wanna do MPM all by myself...
...so...pleaded my mum to let me go to schl...
...i took panadol n went to schl as usual...
...still feeling 'okay' except of knowing my temperature still going up...
...hang till bout 2 plus n went home by Kuali's car (thx o..kuali..^^)..
...reached home...mummy ady cooked lunch...but.. i didnt had my lunch n take a nap after shower...
...waited till 6pm...de clinic only open n i was feeling terrible that time...
...i noe i had high fever...38.4 C... de doctor said he suspect i got dengue fever coz a fell cases ady happened juz around my house area...
...but still.. he cant make sure of it...coz have to wait till de 3rd day only can take blood test...
...my mum started to worried...
...fever on n off till sunday...
...daddy started really worried coz still quite high fever...
...then daddy decided to take me to de hospital for a blood test...
...sunday night... i admitted in hospital...
...went to A&E department that night...
...de Medical Officer there ask my dad to let me stay in hospital while waiting for de blood test result...
...so.. there im in de hospital...feeling really terrible...started to drip once admitted...
...really pain wei...putting in de drip...
...de nurse cant find my vein bcoz my vein r too fine...>.<
...YOU r WRONG if u think like that...>.< ...this small little insect had made me admitted into hospital for 7 days...
...miserable 7 days in my life...
...aisk...
...1st time in my life admitted in hospital...
...started not feeling very well on 9 july...
...fever..but still go to schl that day...coz of chemistry MPM...
...dont wanna do MPM all by myself...
...so...pleaded my mum to let me go to schl...
...i took panadol n went to schl as usual...
...still feeling 'okay' except of knowing my temperature still going up...
...hang till bout 2 plus n went home by Kuali's car (thx o..kuali..^^)..
...reached home...mummy ady cooked lunch...but.. i didnt had my lunch n take a nap after shower...
...waited till 6pm...de clinic only open n i was feeling terrible that time...
...i noe i had high fever...38.4 C... de doctor said he suspect i got dengue fever coz a fell cases ady happened juz around my house area...
...but still.. he cant make sure of it...coz have to wait till de 3rd day only can take blood test...
...my mum started to worried...
...fever on n off till sunday...
...daddy started really worried coz still quite high fever...
...then daddy decided to take me to de hospital for a blood test...
...sunday night... i admitted in hospital...
...went to A&E department that night...
...de Medical Officer there ask my dad to let me stay in hospital while waiting for de blood test result...
...so.. there im in de hospital...feeling really terrible...started to drip once admitted...
...really pain wei...putting in de drip...
...de nurse cant find my vein bcoz my vein r too fine...>.<
...so they poke here n there to get blood n fix de drip...
...my dad accompanied me that night...n he was sick n having fever also...
...bout 9+ that night... my doctor came...Dr Fauzi...
...he told my dad my result will b out tmr morning...dat whole night...
...my dad didnt sleep well at all..bcoz he was worried bout de result..so m i...
...de next morning...6 am...a nurse came in my room n said...
..."gal,i have to get your blood for blood test"...
...SWT..de 1st thing in de morning...taking blood...>.<
...den bout 8+ in de morning...Dr Fauzi came...with de blood test result...
...my blood platelet drop drasticly...he said...far below nomal...>.<
...only 66 that day and de normal should b above 150...>.<
...dengue case confirmed...>.<
...de doc suggested my dad to take de blood test also since he had fever also...so...my dad admitted also that afternooon....>.<
...that noon..my dad ask for room changing in order for him to take care of me...
...so...me n my dad is placed in de same room...luckily my dad is there to accompany me... ...every morning n evening..de nurse came n take my blood for blood test...>.<
...everyday...n dripping non-stop...really pain...>.<
...de next day... de doc came n said my blood platelet drop till 38...>.<
...juz one day...my blood platelet drop again..n im already really weak that time...
...i didnt take in any food coz totally no apetite...>.<
...vomitted everything i took in...
...my dad was worried n i didnt noe dengue can b so serious...
...i realised how ill im when my gum started to bleed...
...i told my dad my gum bleed when i vomit...n anxiously he told de nurse...
...i was still puzzled...its only gum bleeding..how come everyone so anxious?!...
...de nurse called de doc n they came in de room n checked my condition...
...de doc said i have to take in blood plasma immediately...
...den only i noe i cant afford to bleed now...bleeding wont stop can caused death...>.<
...scared me...when i noe this...so...they quickly drip in blood component into my body...
..2 bags of it...my hand swell coz of dripping n de nurse decided to change de drip to another hand...
...another round of finding vein and all...>.<
...haiz...that day really not a good day of mine..
...i allergy to a medicine that prescribe by doc...SWT...
...scared my dad, dr Fauzi n de nurse AGAIN that night...
...Dr Fauzi rushed back to hospital when de nurse called him...
...aisk..>.<
...thx doc...
...after taking in blood that day...
...my blood platelet drop a lil to 36 den went up...
...that means im recovering...
...yeah!!...they stop worried bout me now..
...but.. my dad's case going worst...>.<
...my dad having dengue fever also but he still takes care of me without resting...
...so..its my turn to take care of my dad...
...daddy's platelet went really low till only 17...>.<
...thats far tooooo low from normal...
>.<
...so...daddy also taken in blood de next day....
...taking care of my daddy when he is ill...
...sounds kinda funny but..i do take care of my daddy well...i guess...
>.<
...till sat...de doc said..both of u can discharged ady...
...hurray!!...
...finally...took out de drip and went home with my daddy..^^
...wat a week...
...now still on MC...
...going back for checkup this sat...
...de doc ask both me n my dad rest well at home...juz rest..he said...
...thats wat MC for... ...>.<...
...miss my frenz in schl ady lah...
...sorry guys...for not replying u all de sms...
...n thx to those who came to visit me...
...thx guys...^^ appreciate it very much...
...thx to YOU ALL who sms me...thx for being so concerned all de time guys...
...so touched wei...
...luv u guys...^^
...away frm schl for bout 2 weeks...
...starting to worry cant catch up in studies...
...gonna take good care of my health from now on..cant afford to miss classes anymore... ...aisk...>.< ...wish me luck...
...jia you...
...tough time ahead...>.<
Saturday, July 4, 2009
...eXpeRience..
...finnally...
...yesterday my class, 6AD ady perform de sketch...
...clap clap...^^...
...hehe...
...good job frenz....
...^^...
...a BIG step in my life again...
...a NICE n WONDERFUL experience to me...
...with my BEST CLASSMATES + FRENZ there performing together...
...^^...
...at least...its something happy in my life...
...thx to aLL of YOU in 6AD...
...for creating something HAPPY in my life...
...thx guyz...^^
...r YOU/YOU ALL happy seeing me as a bad gal?...
...or m i not bad enough??...
...i think YOU wont be satisfied YET ba...
...its okay with me NOW...
...YOU can say n do anything YOU like to spread wateva YOU want...
...rather tired to bother YOU ady...
...there's thing that r much much more IMPORTANT in my life....
...do wat YOU want as YOUR wish ba...
...YOU will also get tired of it 1 day..i guess...
...gonna work very hard from now on...
...hope that no BIG HAVOC in my life again...
...wish me LUCK yea...
...^^...
...i wanna apologize to a FREN...
...sorry yea...
...didnt mean to offence or anything...
...noe u still angry bout it coz u still ignoring me...
...but still...
...really... SORRY...
...>.<...
...yesterday my class, 6AD ady perform de sketch...
...clap clap...^^...
...hehe...
...good job frenz....
...^^...
...a BIG step in my life again...
...a NICE n WONDERFUL experience to me...
...with my BEST CLASSMATES + FRENZ there performing together...
...^^...
...at least...its something happy in my life...
...thx to aLL of YOU in 6AD...
...for creating something HAPPY in my life...
...thx guyz...^^
...r YOU/YOU ALL happy seeing me as a bad gal?...
...or m i not bad enough??...
...i think YOU wont be satisfied YET ba...
...its okay with me NOW...
...YOU can say n do anything YOU like to spread wateva YOU want...
...rather tired to bother YOU ady...
...there's thing that r much much more IMPORTANT in my life....
...do wat YOU want as YOUR wish ba...
...YOU will also get tired of it 1 day..i guess...
...gonna work very hard from now on...
...hope that no BIG HAVOC in my life again...
...wish me LUCK yea...
...^^...
...i wanna apologize to a FREN...
...sorry yea...
...didnt mean to offence or anything...
...noe u still angry bout it coz u still ignoring me...
...but still...
...really... SORRY...
...>.<...
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
...acTiNG..
...aisk...>.<...
...long time didnt online lo...
...tiring life since schl reopen...
...quite relieve actually...
...STILL nothing BAD or ANYTHING being heard..
...is it a good thing??...
...i HOPE so...
...>.<...
...hmmm..our class will be performing mayb on the 3rd of july o...
...haha...
...something interesting o...
...6AD...must jia you o...
...WE CAN DO IT...
...haha...
...atually...
...quite scare also ne...
...aisk...
...>.<...
...shy ne...
...aisk...
...hmmm...
...will b acting as a bad gal...
...those rumours about me...
...n said that im a bad gal comes true this time...
...mayb YOU/YOU ALL will be happy bout it...
...right??...
...should be happy bout it..
...right??...
...anything lah...
...will b acting wat YOU said bout me...
...a NOT SIMPLE gal...
...hmmm...
...wont care bout wat all those rumours said ady...
...got things for me to worried bout now...
...aisk..
...i hope i can be with YOU juz like how WE used to be...
...actually...
...i really worried bout wat will happen later...
...but...
...i can BELIEVE in YOU right??...
...long time didnt online lo...
...tiring life since schl reopen...
...quite relieve actually...
...STILL nothing BAD or ANYTHING being heard..
...is it a good thing??...
...i HOPE so...
...>.<...
...hmmm..our class will be performing mayb on the 3rd of july o...
...haha...
...something interesting o...
...6AD...must jia you o...
...WE CAN DO IT...
...haha...
...atually...
...quite scare also ne...
...aisk...
...>.<...
...shy ne...
...aisk...
...hmmm...
...will b acting as a bad gal...
...those rumours about me...
...n said that im a bad gal comes true this time...
...mayb YOU/YOU ALL will be happy bout it...
...right??...
...should be happy bout it..
...right??...
...anything lah...
...will b acting wat YOU said bout me...
...a NOT SIMPLE gal...
...hmmm...
...wont care bout wat all those rumours said ady...
...got things for me to worried bout now...
...aisk..
...i hope i can be with YOU juz like how WE used to be...
...actually...
...i really worried bout wat will happen later...
...but...
...i can BELIEVE in YOU right??...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
..siLenT is pOweR??..
...starting of my new n 'adventurous' life...
...i entered form 6 in ec...
...ya...it is a nice place to study...
...with most of my frenz there...i feel happy at 1st.. ya...the 1st few months..
...that few months should be my happiest time in form 6...
...things started to went wrong since beginning of this year..
...my upper 6...
...i used to enjoy my time studying+playing with my classmates n frenz...
...things went wrong during april...
...at 1st..it was juz a very small misunderstanding among ourselves n those involved...
...but...
...things turn out to b WORST during may...
...my exam month...
...i thought after clarifying everthing...
...those who misunderstood will noe that they did misunderstand it...
...n they will STOP spreading this incident...
...but..
..I WAS WRONG...
...juz b4 my 1st paper...
...i heard that rumours bout de misunderstood incident...
...i thought that no others will noe bout this misunderstanding anymore bcoz i had clarified it...
...n i thought thats it...nothing more bout this misunderstanding...
...NO...
...it didnt end juz like wat i think...
...rumours keep spreading within that few weeks..
...without my knowing...
...wat i heard after this was even WORST...
...all sorts of things added in de incident...
...things didnt even happened is in it too...
...WOW...
...i didnt even noe who did this...
...wat a GREAT JOB those ppl /that person did...
...WELL DONE...
...i was so so shocked when i heard this...
...ppl commenting behind me all these while...
...n i didnt even noe it if i didnt heard it...
...not only shocked..im HURT by these rumours...
...it affected my mood while i working hard to prepare for my mid-yr exam...
...i tried to ignore all these as i didnt even do wat they spread...
...i tried..
...but..unfortunately..i FAILED TO IGNORE ALL THOSE RUMOURS...
...i do not noe wat is the main purpose they/he/she spread this and adding in so many JUICY STORIES that DIDNT EVEN HAPPENED...
...did i offended YOU??...
...i dont even noe that i offended u...
...is there a need for YOU to do this?? YOU gain anything if I AM HURT??..
...if YES...can YOU plz let ME NOE WHEN I OFFENDED YOU??...
...till NOW im still PUZZLED...
...this is de BIGGEST HAVOC that happened in my life...
...i do not noe how should i do n wat should i do...
...wat i did was when a fren of mine who noe all bout things called me...
...n i cried...
...ya..im USELESS...i cried even i knew that they did this to HURT me...
...im SCARED of ALL OF YOU WHO INVOLVED IN IT...
...can YOU juz let me off n let me finish my form 6 in PEACE??..
...as i noe...
...i didnt OFFENDED YOU...
...i juz wanna lead a SIMPLE LIFE...
i dont think any of YOU will gain anything by backstabbing others at de back...
so... can YOU plz STOP all that YOU do NOW?
adding spices in something that DIDNT EVEN occured is NOT GOOD AT ALL...
i hope YOU NOE this...
i noe rumours will go on n on....
bcoz...till now..
i still heard that ppl commenting bout me...
im HURT ady...REALLY HURT...wat more YOU all expect??
...i entered form 6 in ec...
...ya...it is a nice place to study...
...with most of my frenz there...i feel happy at 1st.. ya...the 1st few months..
...that few months should be my happiest time in form 6...
...things started to went wrong since beginning of this year..
...my upper 6...
...i used to enjoy my time studying+playing with my classmates n frenz...
...things went wrong during april...
...at 1st..it was juz a very small misunderstanding among ourselves n those involved...
...but...
...things turn out to b WORST during may...
...my exam month...
...i thought after clarifying everthing...
...those who misunderstood will noe that they did misunderstand it...
...n they will STOP spreading this incident...
...but..
..I WAS WRONG...
...juz b4 my 1st paper...
...i heard that rumours bout de misunderstood incident...
...i thought that no others will noe bout this misunderstanding anymore bcoz i had clarified it...
...n i thought thats it...nothing more bout this misunderstanding...
...NO...
...it didnt end juz like wat i think...
...rumours keep spreading within that few weeks..
...without my knowing...
...wat i heard after this was even WORST...
...all sorts of things added in de incident...
...things didnt even happened is in it too...
...WOW...
...i didnt even noe who did this...
...wat a GREAT JOB those ppl /that person did...
...WELL DONE...
...i was so so shocked when i heard this...
...ppl commenting behind me all these while...
...n i didnt even noe it if i didnt heard it...
...not only shocked..im HURT by these rumours...
...it affected my mood while i working hard to prepare for my mid-yr exam...
...i tried to ignore all these as i didnt even do wat they spread...
...i tried..
...but..unfortunately..i FAILED TO IGNORE ALL THOSE RUMOURS...
...i do not noe wat is the main purpose they/he/she spread this and adding in so many JUICY STORIES that DIDNT EVEN HAPPENED...
...did i offended YOU??...
...i dont even noe that i offended u...
...is there a need for YOU to do this?? YOU gain anything if I AM HURT??..
...if YES...can YOU plz let ME NOE WHEN I OFFENDED YOU??...
...till NOW im still PUZZLED...
...this is de BIGGEST HAVOC that happened in my life...
...i do not noe how should i do n wat should i do...
...wat i did was when a fren of mine who noe all bout things called me...
...n i cried...
...ya..im USELESS...i cried even i knew that they did this to HURT me...
...im SCARED of ALL OF YOU WHO INVOLVED IN IT...
...can YOU juz let me off n let me finish my form 6 in PEACE??..
...as i noe...
...i didnt OFFENDED YOU...
...i juz wanna lead a SIMPLE LIFE...
i dont think any of YOU will gain anything by backstabbing others at de back...
so... can YOU plz STOP all that YOU do NOW?
adding spices in something that DIDNT EVEN occured is NOT GOOD AT ALL...
i hope YOU NOE this...
i noe rumours will go on n on....
bcoz...till now..
i still heard that ppl commenting bout me...
im HURT ady...REALLY HURT...wat more YOU all expect??
Monday, June 8, 2009
..heY..
..hey..here's my 1st post in my blog...yeah...(clap..clap...)..
..many things happened recently..so..i decided to express all my feelings through blogging..
..i hope this will help me to get through all these..
..will write bout wat happened to me in de next post..
..so..
..see ya in de next post..
..tata..
..many things happened recently..so..i decided to express all my feelings through blogging..
..i hope this will help me to get through all these..
..will write bout wat happened to me in de next post..
..so..
..see ya in de next post..
..tata..
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