...haiz...
...i thought i wont get monday blues...
...but unfortunately...
...haiz...
...im sooooo down n worried today...
...>.<...
...i got a deadline for my assignments till thurs...
...but...
...10 essays i only manage to do a draft...
...>.<...
...T.T...
...how how how....
...haiz...
...im dead...
...n im worried bout my evaluation exam...
...>.<...
...its next week...
...okay...
...im really worried...
Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
...mY 1sT weeKenD at hOsteL...
...yaya...
...my 1st weekend in hostel...
...i came to kl bout 2 months plus ady...
...but...
...this is de 1st weekend im here in my hostel...
...every fri...
...my cousin will fetch me after work...
...n i will spent my weekend there at their condo...
...my roomate went back every weekend also...
...so i dont like to stay here alone...
...i dont like lonlely at all...
...this week...
...my cousin going back to hometown,batu pahat...
...im soooo wanted to go back with them also...
...but...
...>.<..i gotta study for topic test...
...so i decided to stay here...
...at kl n study...
...coz i noe if i go back...
...my parents will sure go back n look for me...
...then i wont b studying for this weekend...
...for my studies...
...i decided to stay here...
...>.<...
...really missed home lo...
...especially alone in the room...
...i have to admit i didnt put in full concentration while studying...
...but at least i tried my very best to finish my hw n do my revision...
...im kinda sure...
...there will be more n more weekend here in hostel...
...coz my Evaluation Exam is just around the corner ady...
...i wanna concentrate on it n get high marks...
...put in quite a lot of effort ady...
...cant waste it...
...so...
...have to bear with it lo...
...>.<...
...my only motivation now is the holiday after my EE...
...1 week plus holiday b4 2nd sem...
...i wanna go home...
...n this time most probably daddy will come n fetch me...
...n will come back by flight...
...yipeee!!!...
...daddy coming to fetch me back...
...tht means can go shopping n go malacca with my family b4 going back jb...
...^^...
...i have to study very hard...
...den when holiday i wont b worrying bout my results...
...haha...
...GAMBATE.!!!...
...cheer...^^...
...eMo...
...my roomate went back to her hometown for her 2 weeks holiday...
...2 weeks leh...
...aiseh...
...alone for 2 weeks...
...will miss her lo...
...>.<...
...joey said she going to come n sleep with me...
...so happy...
...then i wont b so kelian liao...
...thx to xinyi also...
...accompany me for lunch n dinner yesterday...
...accompany me study for a while in my room...
...accompany me to talk...
...or else i will die of bored...
...>.<...
...conclusion is...
...i dont like staying in hostel during weekend...
...>.<...
...my 1st weekend in hostel...
...i came to kl bout 2 months plus ady...
...but...
...this is de 1st weekend im here in my hostel...
...every fri...
...my cousin will fetch me after work...
...n i will spent my weekend there at their condo...
...my roomate went back every weekend also...
...so i dont like to stay here alone...
...i dont like lonlely at all...
...this week...
...my cousin going back to hometown,batu pahat...
...im soooo wanted to go back with them also...
...but...
...>.<..i gotta study for topic test...
...so i decided to stay here...
...at kl n study...
...coz i noe if i go back...
...my parents will sure go back n look for me...
...then i wont b studying for this weekend...
...for my studies...
...i decided to stay here...
...>.<...
...really missed home lo...
...especially alone in the room...
...i have to admit i didnt put in full concentration while studying...
...but at least i tried my very best to finish my hw n do my revision...
...im kinda sure...
...there will be more n more weekend here in hostel...
...coz my Evaluation Exam is just around the corner ady...
...i wanna concentrate on it n get high marks...
...put in quite a lot of effort ady...
...cant waste it...
...so...
...have to bear with it lo...
...>.<...
...my only motivation now is the holiday after my EE...
...1 week plus holiday b4 2nd sem...
...i wanna go home...
...n this time most probably daddy will come n fetch me...
...n will come back by flight...
...yipeee!!!...
...daddy coming to fetch me back...
...tht means can go shopping n go malacca with my family b4 going back jb...
...^^...
...i have to study very hard...
...den when holiday i wont b worrying bout my results...
...haha...
...GAMBATE.!!!...
...cheer...^^...
...eMo...
...my roomate went back to her hometown for her 2 weeks holiday...
...2 weeks leh...
...aiseh...
...alone for 2 weeks...
...will miss her lo...
...>.<...
...joey said she going to come n sleep with me...
...so happy...
...then i wont b so kelian liao...
...thx to xinyi also...
...accompany me for lunch n dinner yesterday...
...accompany me study for a while in my room...
...accompany me to talk...
...or else i will die of bored...
...>.<...
...conclusion is...
...i dont like staying in hostel during weekend...
...>.<...
Monday, May 17, 2010
...bYe...
...i figured out in juz a moment...
...im glad i figured out now...
...>.<...
...u will be moved frm my best fren list to fren list...
...sad to say tht...
...but ya...
...we r still fren...
...im glad i figured out now...
...>.<...
...u will be moved frm my best fren list to fren list...
...sad to say tht...
...but ya...
...we r still fren...
...eMo aGaiN...
...sad to say tht...
...but ya...
...'emo' came back to find me again...
...i dont like emo de me at all...
...>.<... ...seriously... ...haiz... ...mayb i have to accept im a unhealthy person ba... ...i made my parents worried again today... ...at first i dont wanna tell them tht i bleed the other day... ...but my cousins said i have to tell them n daddy can ask dr fauzi... ...so i called back... ...n told them honestly... ...i knew mummy n daddy will b very worried... ...>.<...
...but...
...i really okay n didnt feel uncomfortable...
...so...
...dont worry k??...
...i promised to take care myself ady ar...
...i will b okay de...
...emo emo...
...i felt very down today...
...ya...
...very down...
...with a valid reason but...
...a stupid 1...
...i have to ignore all those ppl tht doesnt even care bout me...
...i have to learn to do so...
...in order to b happy n carefree...
...i have to live without even care wat others said bout me...
...i can do it right?...
...i will be able to leave this emo me behind right?...
...i need a shoulder n a pair of ear now...
...but at this very moment im alone...
...here...
...in kl...
...i have to accept this...
...im down...
...but ya...
...'emo' came back to find me again...
...i dont like emo de me at all...
...>.<... ...seriously... ...haiz... ...mayb i have to accept im a unhealthy person ba... ...i made my parents worried again today... ...at first i dont wanna tell them tht i bleed the other day... ...but my cousins said i have to tell them n daddy can ask dr fauzi... ...so i called back... ...n told them honestly... ...i knew mummy n daddy will b very worried... ...>.<...
...but...
...i really okay n didnt feel uncomfortable...
...so...
...dont worry k??...
...i promised to take care myself ady ar...
...i will b okay de...
...emo emo...
...i felt very down today...
...ya...
...very down...
...with a valid reason but...
...a stupid 1...
...i have to ignore all those ppl tht doesnt even care bout me...
...i have to learn to do so...
...in order to b happy n carefree...
...i have to live without even care wat others said bout me...
...i can do it right?...
...i will be able to leave this emo me behind right?...
...i need a shoulder n a pair of ear now...
...but at this very moment im alone...
...here...
...in kl...
...i have to accept this...
...im down...
Monday, May 10, 2010
..maYb iM wRonG...
...haiz...
...tmr got test i should be sleeping by now...
...>.<...
...but...
...im not tht happy though...
...how to sleep when im unhappy leh??...
...i think im being too bzbody bout wat my fren doing n so on...
...i shouldnt b tht bzbody...
...i noe my fren is trying to ignore me ady...
...mayb i should stop all tht annoying stuff i been doing past few days...
...i thought u wanna chat with me so...
...im so happy u chat with me n share thingy with me again...
...but...
...im wrong i think...
...u act back the cool u again...
...im less than 12 hours...
...mayb i missed the time u wanna chat with me ba...
...i stop it when u going to open up with me...
...i regret bout tht lo...
...sorry...
...i noe wat to do ady...
...i wont chat with u now when i c u online unless u start 1st...
...i dont wanna annoyed u...
...i wanna maintain the friendship btw us...
...take care yea...
...i dunno wat i going to do is right or wrong...
...but...
...i should stop being so bzbody right??...
...i thought its alright to care a fren by chatting...
...mayb im wrong...
...>.<...
...tmr got test i should be sleeping by now...
...>.<...
...but...
...im not tht happy though...
...how to sleep when im unhappy leh??...
...i think im being too bzbody bout wat my fren doing n so on...
...i shouldnt b tht bzbody...
...i noe my fren is trying to ignore me ady...
...mayb i should stop all tht annoying stuff i been doing past few days...
...i thought u wanna chat with me so...
...im so happy u chat with me n share thingy with me again...
...but...
...im wrong i think...
...u act back the cool u again...
...im less than 12 hours...
...mayb i missed the time u wanna chat with me ba...
...i stop it when u going to open up with me...
...i regret bout tht lo...
...sorry...
...i noe wat to do ady...
...i wont chat with u now when i c u online unless u start 1st...
...i dont wanna annoyed u...
...i wanna maintain the friendship btw us...
...take care yea...
...i dunno wat i going to do is right or wrong...
...but...
...i should stop being so bzbody right??...
...i thought its alright to care a fren by chatting...
...mayb im wrong...
...>.<...
Saturday, May 1, 2010
...sLe...
...i got my medical report ady...
...yesterday...
...i didnt go to take it myself...
...my daddy took it for me...
...>.<...
...cant deny i was worried de whole day...
...daddy reached home rather late...
...7 plus...
...is the usual time but i still think daddy should come back earlier...
...haha...
...hmmm...
...i didnt ask him for the result...
...i scared to hear the outcome...
...>.<...
...then daddy told me...
...the report was out...
...there's mild SLE according to the report n doc...
..."o..."...
...thts wat i replied...
...i dunno wat to say...
...then daddy said i have to apply sunblock everytime i going out...
...100% protection from sun...
..."ok..."...
...have to be careful of wat i eat...
...allergies may occur...
...have to rest early n eat more nutritious food...
...i noe all tht...
...okay...
...i will take care myself...
...dont worry k?^^...
...i will eat regularly...
...sleep earlier...
...n take my sun block lotion whenever i go...
...n umbrella too...
...haha...
...wow...
...thts mean there's another thingy in my bag liao...
...i will take care myself de...
...daddy mummy dont worry...
...^^...
...going back to kl lo...
...later 9.40 pm de flight...
...haiz...
...time flies...
...>.<...
...i didnt really study this week...
...have to admit tht...
...met few of my frenz n my besties...
...kinda sad coz met only yesterday nite...
...all of them r bz ppl...
...haha...
...working...
...kinda envy them can gather n go for a short trip together after they quit...
...thts good...
...i wanna join also...
...>.<...
...but...
...i got class everyday...
...>.<...
...listen to wat they talk about of waiting their upu thingy...
...felt a bit lost n awkward...
...but still hope tht they can get the course tht they want...
...^^...
...good luck guys...
...all the very BEST!!!...
...yesterday...
...i didnt go to take it myself...
...my daddy took it for me...
...>.<...
...cant deny i was worried de whole day...
...daddy reached home rather late...
...7 plus...
...is the usual time but i still think daddy should come back earlier...
...haha...
...hmmm...
...i didnt ask him for the result...
...i scared to hear the outcome...
...>.<...
...then daddy told me...
...the report was out...
...there's mild SLE according to the report n doc...
..."o..."...
...thts wat i replied...
...i dunno wat to say...
...then daddy said i have to apply sunblock everytime i going out...
...100% protection from sun...
..."ok..."...
...have to be careful of wat i eat...
...allergies may occur...
...have to rest early n eat more nutritious food...
...i noe all tht...
...okay...
...i will take care myself...
...dont worry k?^^...
...i will eat regularly...
...sleep earlier...
...n take my sun block lotion whenever i go...
...n umbrella too...
...haha...
...wow...
...thts mean there's another thingy in my bag liao...
...i will take care myself de...
...daddy mummy dont worry...
...^^...
...going back to kl lo...
...later 9.40 pm de flight...
...haiz...
...time flies...
...>.<...
...i didnt really study this week...
...have to admit tht...
...met few of my frenz n my besties...
...kinda sad coz met only yesterday nite...
...all of them r bz ppl...
...haha...
...working...
...kinda envy them can gather n go for a short trip together after they quit...
...thts good...
...i wanna join also...
...>.<...
...but...
...i got class everyday...
...>.<...
...listen to wat they talk about of waiting their upu thingy...
...felt a bit lost n awkward...
...but still hope tht they can get the course tht they want...
...^^...
...good luck guys...
...all the very BEST!!!...
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