...acTiNG..

...aisk...>.<...
...long time didnt online lo...
...tiring life since schl reopen...
...quite relieve actually...
...STILL nothing BAD or ANYTHING being heard..
...is it a good thing??...
...i HOPE so...
...>.<...
...hmmm..our class will be performing mayb on the 3rd of july o...
...haha...
...something interesting o...
...6AD...must jia you o...
...WE CAN DO IT...
...haha...
...atually...
...quite scare also ne...
...aisk...
...>.<...
...shy ne...
...aisk...
...hmmm...
...will b acting as a bad gal...
...those rumours about me...
...n said that im a bad gal comes true this time...
...mayb YOU/YOU ALL will be happy bout it...
...right??...
...should be happy bout it..
...right??...
...anything lah...
...will b acting wat YOU said bout me...
...a NOT SIMPLE gal...



...hmmm...
...wont care bout wat all those rumours said ady...
...got things for me to worried bout now...
...aisk..
...i hope i can be with YOU juz like how WE used to be...
...actually...
...i really worried bout wat will happen later...
...but...
...i can BELIEVE in YOU right??...

..siLenT is pOweR??..

...starting of my new n 'adventurous' life...
...i entered form 6 in ec...
...ya...it is a nice place to study...
...with most of my frenz there...i feel happy at 1st.. ya...the 1st few months..
...that few months should be my happiest time in form 6...
...things started to went wrong since beginning of this year..
...my upper 6...
...i used to enjoy my time studying+playing with my classmates n frenz...
...things went wrong during april...
...at 1st..it was juz a very small misunderstanding among ourselves n those involved...
...but...
...things turn out to b WORST during may...
...my exam month...
...i thought after clarifying everthing...
...those who misunderstood will noe that they did misunderstand it...
...n they will STOP spreading this incident...
...but..
..I WAS WRONG...
...juz b4 my 1st paper...
...i heard that rumours bout de misunderstood incident...
...i thought that no others will noe bout this misunderstanding anymore bcoz i had clarified it...
...n i thought thats it...nothing more bout this misunderstanding...
...NO...
...it didnt end juz like wat i think...
...rumours keep spreading within that few weeks..
...without my knowing...
...wat i heard after this was even WORST...
...all sorts of things added in de incident...
...things didnt even happened is in it too...
...WOW...
...i didnt even noe who did this...
...wat a GREAT JOB those ppl /that person did...
...WELL DONE...
...i was so so shocked when i heard this...
...ppl commenting behind me all these while...
...n i didnt even noe it if i didnt heard it...
...not only shocked..im HURT by these rumours...
...it affected my mood while i working hard to prepare for my mid-yr exam...
...i tried to ignore all these as i didnt even do wat they spread...
...i tried..
...but..unfortunately..i FAILED TO IGNORE ALL THOSE RUMOURS...
...i do not noe wat is the main purpose they/he/she spread this and adding in so many JUICY STORIES that DIDNT EVEN HAPPENED...
...did i offended YOU??...
...i dont even noe that i offended u...
...is there a need for YOU to do this?? YOU gain anything if I AM HURT??..
...if YES...can YOU plz let ME NOE WHEN I OFFENDED YOU??...
...till NOW im still PUZZLED...
...this is de BIGGEST HAVOC that happened in my life...
...i do not noe how should i do n wat should i do...
...wat i did was when a fren of mine who noe all bout things called me...
...n i cried...
...ya..im USELESS...i cried even i knew that they did this to HURT me...
...im SCARED of ALL OF YOU WHO INVOLVED IN IT...
...can YOU juz let me off n let me finish my form 6 in PEACE??..
...as i noe...
...i didnt OFFENDED YOU...
...i juz wanna lead a SIMPLE LIFE...


i dont think any of YOU will gain anything by backstabbing others at de back...
so... can YOU plz STOP all that YOU do NOW?
adding spices in something that DIDNT EVEN occured is NOT GOOD AT ALL...
i hope YOU NOE this...
i noe rumours will go on n on....
bcoz...till now..
i still heard that ppl commenting bout me...
im HURT ady...REALLY HURT...wat more YOU all expect??

..heY..

..hey..here's my 1st post in my blog...yeah...(clap..clap...)..
..many things happened recently..so..i decided to express all my feelings through blogging..
..i hope this will help me to get through all these..
..will write bout wat happened to me in de next post..
..so..
..see ya in de next post..
..tata..