...touChed...

...staying at home for 1 week ady...
...monday going back to schl again...^^
...thurs went for bio tuition n finally...
...met my frenz that i miss most...^^
...didnt see them for 2 weeks dy...
...really miss them lo...
...hmmm...
...yesterday... really touched lo...
...kok yuan, pam, edison n hui mei come n fetch me to tuition...
...thx guys...^^
...come n fetch me from schl...
...so touched...^^
...thx for fetching me so that i wont miss tuition classes anymore...
...thx...


...today...went back to hospital for checkup...
...was worried since yesterday when i went back home after tuition...
...mummy told me...daddy went hospital today n met Dr Fauzi...
...doc told my dad tmr when going back for checkup...
...take a blood test at de 1st floor b4 going to his clinic...
...>.<...
...blood test AGAIN?!...
...haiz...
...i scared of it ady lah...my hands still blue black coz of taking blood test...
...>.<...
...daddy said should be de last blood test...dont worry...
...so this morning...
...reached hospital..me n my dad went to de lab n done our blood test there...
...i was scared coz my veins r vey fine n small...
...most of the time they cant really find de right place to take my blood...
... n will ended up poking a few times...
...but...luckily today de nurse managed to find it n took my blood successfully...
...thank god...although my blood came out quite slow...>.<
...but still got it in de 1st try...
...haha...
...den went up to Dr Fauzi's clinic...
...waited for de blood test report...
...yeah!! my platelet back to normal ady...436...haha...
...wow...in juz a week...it went up to 400+...
...but my liver enzyme still not back to normal yet coz of de imflammation...>.<
...its okay...doc said it will went down by itself...
...daddy's platelet went up to 636...
...wow!!doc said too high ady...
...haha...last time too low..now too high...
...but...its okay also...it will went down by itself...
...daddy still not very well..
...hope he can recover fully very very soon...
...another week of MC for daddy...
...good also...daddy didnt rest for quite some time liao...
...everyday working...now its time for him to have a good rest...
...recover speedy yea....dad...^^


...i can recover so fast must thank my daddy who took care of me when im hospitalized...
...daddy also had dengue fever but he didnt rest well coz of me...
...when i wake up in de middle of de night feeling unwell...
...daddy sure will wake up also n accompany me...pat my back when i feel like vomitting...
...pour water for me...accompany me...
...love de time being with u dad...^^
...so so touched...>.<
...i love u dad...i love u de most...^^
...thx for taking care of me when im sick...
...sorry that i made u worried that time when i bleed n allergy to medicine...
...i will take good care of my health now...
...will take de supplement that doc gave on time...
...so...dont worry bout me..im okay dy...u have to rest more o...
...thx daddy...^^



...having MC n able to stay at home for a week made me noe that how my parents care bout me...
...will have to work harder n get good results to repay them...right?...^^
...that means i have to work very very hard starting from monday...
...aisk...>.<
...jia you!!...
...good luck to me...^^

...sCary mOsquiTo...

...dont ever think that mosquito is juz a small creature/insect....
...YOU r WRONG if u think like that...>.< ...this small little insect had made me admitted into hospital for 7 days...
...miserable 7 days in my life...
...aisk...
...1st time in my life admitted in hospital...
...started not feeling very well on 9 july...
...fever..but still go to schl that day...coz of chemistry MPM...
...dont wanna do MPM all by myself...
...so...pleaded my mum to let me go to schl...
...i took panadol n went to schl as usual...
...still feeling 'okay' except of knowing my temperature still going up...
...hang till bout 2 plus n went home by Kuali's car (thx o..kuali..^^)..
...reached home...mummy ady cooked lunch...but.. i didnt had my lunch n take a nap after shower...
...waited till 6pm...de clinic only open n i was feeling terrible that time...
...i noe i had high fever...38.4 C... de doctor said he suspect i got dengue fever coz a fell cases ady happened juz around my house area...
...but still.. he cant make sure of it...coz have to wait till de 3rd day only can take blood test...
...my mum started to worried...
...fever on n off till sunday...
...daddy started really worried coz still quite high fever...
...then daddy decided to take me to de hospital for a blood test...
...sunday night... i admitted in hospital...
...went to A&E department that night...
...de Medical Officer there ask my dad to let me stay in hospital while waiting for de blood test result...
...so.. there im in de hospital...feeling really terrible...started to drip once admitted...
...really pain wei...putting in de drip...
...de nurse cant find my vein bcoz my vein r too fine...>.<

...so they poke here n there to get blood n fix de drip...

...my dad accompanied me that night...n he was sick n having fever also...

...bout 9+ that night... my doctor came...Dr Fauzi...

...he told my dad my result will b out tmr morning...dat whole night...

...my dad didnt sleep well at all..bcoz he was worried bout de result..so m i...

...de next morning...6 am...a nurse came in my room n said...

..."gal,i have to get your blood for blood test"...

...SWT..de 1st thing in de morning...taking blood...>.<

...den bout 8+ in de morning...Dr Fauzi came...with de blood test result...

...my blood platelet drop drasticly...he said...far below nomal...>.<

...only 66 that day and de normal should b above 150...>.<

...dengue case confirmed...>.<

...de doc suggested my dad to take de blood test also since he had fever also...so...my dad admitted also that afternooon....>.<

...that noon..my dad ask for room changing in order for him to take care of me...

...so...me n my dad is placed in de same room...luckily my dad is there to accompany me... ...every morning n evening..de nurse came n take my blood for blood test...>.<

...everyday...n dripping non-stop...really pain...>.<

...de next day... de doc came n said my blood platelet drop till 38...>.<

...juz one day...my blood platelet drop again..n im already really weak that time...

...i didnt take in any food coz totally no apetite...>.<

...vomitted everything i took in...

...my dad was worried n i didnt noe dengue can b so serious...

...i realised how ill im when my gum started to bleed...

...i told my dad my gum bleed when i vomit...n anxiously he told de nurse...

...i was still puzzled...its only gum bleeding..how come everyone so anxious?!...

...de nurse called de doc n they came in de room n checked my condition...

...de doc said i have to take in blood plasma immediately...

...den only i noe i cant afford to bleed now...bleeding wont stop can caused death...>.<

...scared me...when i noe this...so...they quickly drip in blood component into my body...

..2 bags of it...my hand swell coz of dripping n de nurse decided to change de drip to another hand...

...another round of finding vein and all...>.<

...haiz...that day really not a good day of mine..

...i allergy to a medicine that prescribe by doc...SWT...

...scared my dad, dr Fauzi n de nurse AGAIN that night...

...Dr Fauzi rushed back to hospital when de nurse called him...

...aisk..>.<

...thx doc...

...after taking in blood that day...

...my blood platelet drop a lil to 36 den went up...

...that means im recovering...

...yeah!!...they stop worried bout me now..

...but.. my dad's case going worst...>.<

...my dad having dengue fever also but he still takes care of me without resting...

...so..its my turn to take care of my dad...

...daddy's platelet went really low till only 17...>.<

...thats far tooooo low from normal...

>.<

...so...daddy also taken in blood de next day....

...taking care of my daddy when he is ill...

...sounds kinda funny but..i do take care of my daddy well...i guess...

>.<

...till sat...de doc said..both of u can discharged ady...

...hurray!!...

...finally...took out de drip and went home with my daddy..^^

...wat a week...

...now still on MC...

...going back for checkup this sat...

...de doc ask both me n my dad rest well at home...juz rest..he said...

...thats wat MC for... ...>.<...

...miss my frenz in schl ady lah...

...sorry guys...for not replying u all de sms...

...n thx to those who came to visit me...

...thx guys...^^ appreciate it very much...

...thx to YOU ALL who sms me...thx for being so concerned all de time guys...

...so touched wei...

...luv u guys...^^

...away frm schl for bout 2 weeks...

...starting to worry cant catch up in studies...

...gonna take good care of my health from now on..cant afford to miss classes anymore... ...aisk...>.< ...wish me luck...

...jia you...

...tough time ahead...>.<

...eXpeRience..

...finnally...
...yesterday my class, 6AD ady perform de sketch...
...clap clap...^^...
...hehe...
...good job frenz....
...^^...
...a BIG step in my life again...
...a NICE n WONDERFUL experience to me...
...with my BEST CLASSMATES + FRENZ there performing together...
...^^...
...at least...its something happy in my life...
...thx to aLL of YOU in 6AD...
...for creating something HAPPY in my life...
...thx guyz...^^



...r YOU/YOU ALL happy seeing me as a bad gal?...
...or m i not bad enough??...
...i think YOU wont be satisfied YET ba...
...its okay with me NOW...
...YOU can say n do anything YOU like to spread wateva YOU want...
...rather tired to bother YOU ady...
...there's thing that r much much more IMPORTANT in my life....
...do wat YOU want as YOUR wish ba...
...YOU will also get tired of it 1 day..i guess...



...gonna work very hard from now on...
...hope that no BIG HAVOC in my life again...
...wish me LUCK yea...
...^^...



...i wanna apologize to a FREN...
...sorry yea...
...didnt mean to offence or anything...
...noe u still angry bout it coz u still ignoring me...
...but still...
...really... SORRY...
...>.<...