...merdeKa!!...

...random title...
...coz today is merdeka day...
...haha...
...im in hostel currently and doing my MATHS assignment...
...waiting for my cute lecturer to reply my email...
...waited a few hours dy...
...ady sms her and let her noe i will email her dy...
...okay...
...keep on waiting then...
...will be back to jb soon...
...yipeee!!!...
...raya break!!!...
...but after break...
...is my mock exam ady...
...omg...
...so fast!!!...
...haha...
...thts mean im going to finish my AUSMAT soon...
...^^...
...yeah!!!...
...watched a lot of movie last weekend at my cousin house...
...felt sooo happy...
...haha...
...cant live without tv...
...^^...
...31st...
...BR day la...
...>.<...
...since im here at kl...
...i missed the chance of choosing BR icecream on the 31 ady...
...miss home...
...miss daddy n mummy...
...miss my bro n sis...
...miss them...
...omg!!...
...still have to wait till next week...
...>.<...
...the 8th only can go back...
...y cant they let us start holiday this week or from next week??...
...aisk aisk...
...counting down again...
...wait for me my SWEET HOME!!...

...wat happened to ME?!...

...purposely wore a bright red top today hoping that my mood will be bright n happy today...
...but...
...things turn another way round...
...im in a totally emo + bad mood...
...i juz need someone there for me when im unhappy...
...someone to talk to...
...a pair of listening ears...
...wat i got in this moody day is being alone in library...
...studying n doing all the ques paper...
...its nice to do tht sometimes though...
...hmmm...
...wat happened to me?!...
...sudden emo made me dont feel like talking today...
...stay quiet...
...alone...
...im stressed out ady i think...
...i must hang on...
...>.<...
...mayb a trip back home will be great...
...wait till raya break...
...back home study for my mock exam...
...>.<...
...wats on earth im thinking about?!...

...during bio class...
...smsed my roomate n tell her i wanna go jogging after class...
...although im really very tired after whole day class...
...but...
...thts the only way i can really release my stress...
...sweating do help i think...
...>.<...
...haiz...
...back to room after changing then went down jogging with my roomate...
...while jogging...
...think of many things...
...y im so moody today?...
...coz i feel lonely??...
...coz of pressure???...
...coz of disappointment????...
...coz of all the prob running in my head?????...
...im glad after jogging i feel much more better...
...at least i felt less emo...
...today...
...the 23rd...
...i will rmb it...
...deep in core of my heart...
...how hurt im today...

...reLievEd...

...yeah yeah yeah!!!...
...haha...
...i DONE my oral trial ady...
...let me cross it...
...oral trial...^^
...wat can i say bout the oral trial is...
...im TOO nervous...
...aisk...
...even the lec..Ms Maria notice it...
...haha...
...she keep saying...
...my dear, don’t be so nervous...
...then ask all of us take a deep breathe...
...so cute la...
...im not so satisfied with wat i did...
...a lot of...
...ummm...hmmm...arrrr...ya.. when i answer questions...
...plus...
...there are still pause when i present my answers...
...omg...
...those are not suppose to happen in an oral test...
...i have to start practicing n take all that weird sound out...
...haha...
...jiayou!!...
...okay...
...i really screwed my accounting test this time...
...omg...
...the ques was like...
...>.<...
...im half blank when i started to do the 1st ques...
...haiz...
...disappointed with myself la...
...omg...
...i cant screw my accounting n finance paper la...
...stress...
...haiz...

TO:assignments,
Can u pls leave me alone for a week n give me enough time to do my revision...a week will do... thx...

...haha...
...im out of my mind liao la...
...leave me ALONE assignments!!!!...

...nervous...oh my...

...juz as my title...
...im nervous NOW!!!...
...omg...
...i will be having my oral trial with Jan intake EALD lectuer...
...Ms Maria...
...i hope she is kind enough not to scare me tmr...
...omg...
...>.<...
...im really really nervous...
...i hope my heart wont jump out from my mouth tmr...
...oh my...
...>.<...
...what to prepare...
...tmr morning b4 oral still got accounting test...
...how can i concentrate like tht??...
...aisk aisk aisk!!...
...i hope i can do it tmr...
...pray for me...
...>.<...

...oh my...

...oopsss...
...long time didnt update my blog ady...
...many things happened...
...let me think where should i start...
...hmmm...
...went back to my sweet home last week...
...not for holiday...
...coz im sick...
...unhealthy me...
...but...
...blood taken again when went back for checkup...
...luckily not the worst n scary dengue this time...
...same old thing...
...drink more water n take more nutritious food...
...back on tues after 4 days mc...
...had a great time at home...
...but still worried bout assignments when resting at home...
...tons of assigments need to settle this 2 weeks...
...came back then straight away went back to college n meet my ACF lec...
...gotta catch up all the lectures when im absent...
...>.<...

...next week gotta be a hectic n heavy week...
...let me list it down...
...mon - wide sargasso sea book report due + maths test...
...tues - resit for ACF test + chem appoinment with lec...
...wed - chem extra class...
...thurs- ACF test + ACF assignment + oral trial...
...fri - Lab assesment...
...mon - bio assignment due...
...full n packed right???...
...oh my...
...when i need more rest...
...more assignment coming non stop...
...haiz...
...i cant fall sick in this kinda period la...
...must really add oil!!!...
...FIGHTING!!!...

...*deep inside my heart*...
...a new session...
...haha...
...i really felt so lucky la...
...when im sick...
...my family came n fetch me back home...
...its tiring to travel so long way to kl n go back once arrive...
...poor dad...
...i really HEART my mum n dad sooo much...
...muackkkssss...
...n my cousins...
...who care bout me...
...deep from my heart...
...THANKS *hugs*!!!...