...oraL tesT...

...done with my oral test...
...also means tht im done with the 25% of the marks dy...
...i was worried the whole morning n haad my chem test with a very blur mood...
...my invigilator is mr ROBERT...
...then there goes my oral with him...
...starting from introduction...
...then to focus ques based on an image he gave...
...lastly part c interaction with invigilator bout the whole eld course tht we take...
...hmmm...
...im really very sad coz i think i didnt include many points in it...
...the invigilator keep cut in n ask me another ques...
...omg...
...short of time or wat o??...
...should let me finish my point ma...
...>.<...
...now making me sooooo worried bout it...
...aisk...
...>.<...
...but wat to do...
...juz let it past ba...


...hmm...
...due to the stress i faced coz of oral n mock exam...
...kinda moody sometimes...
...i even break into tears yesterday in the end of bio lecture...
...>.<...
...its not my lec fault though...
...when he ask me wats wrong with me in the last test...
...i juz cant hold my tears back anymore...
...but really thx to my lec for listening to me n conforting me...
...i told him everthing happened tht cause me didnt prepare for his test last week...
...he said its okay...
...no big deal bout the marks...
...he juz shocked y i didnt do well in the DNA part...
...haiz...
...but juz as he said...
...letting it out now is better than keeping it n affecting my revision...
...she dont worth my tears...
...the god will c who is doing n putting in effort...
...thts wat he adviced me...
...todays lab...
...feel kinda awkward when see him...
...>.<...
...but he wanted to talk to me n ensure tht im okay now...
...i juz dont dare to go to the front n chat with him now...
...mayb in thurs ba...
...having a session with him n he is going to help me with my revision...
...really need to thx him for conforting me n letting me feel so safe to tell him all the things tht affecting me...
...i will do my BEST in the coming MOCK EXAM...
...wont let the test marks bother me again...
...i need to be strong...
...its juz 2 months to go...
...then everything will be all right...

...to YOU...
...treated u as my good fren doesn't mean tht i can help u do all the things tht suppose to be the group work...
...everybody need to study for exam n test...
...not only u...
...its not the 1st time to cover things for u...
...but its definitely the last time...
...pls be more responsible next time...
...or else the 1 suffer will be YOU...

...im serious this time!!...

...aisk...
...should be sleeping by now...
...but...
...im still very energetic...
...i noe wat i will like tmr in class...
...haha...
...have to admit tht im kinda slacking in the hols...
...i brought back the notes...
...taadaaaa...
...i juz read a bit...
...aisk...
...a big NO NO tht i shouldnt do now...
...i knew tht...
...but...
...back to home = rest + relax...
...agree??...
...>.<...
...im going to work hard from tmr...
...i mean real hard...
...coz a hard week ahead...
...n MOCK is really around the corner...
...the very corner...
...>.<...
...im kinda envy some of my frens now...
...n coz of the pic pic they post in FB...
...tht made me more determine to have the same life as them...
...wanted to have the life since im determined to study this course...
...so...
...nothing to hesitate now...
...wait n c me having the same life as them in less than 5 months...
...im sure for this time...
...***** ****** here i come!!!...
...FIGHTING!!!...

...back to my LIFE...

...okay...
...going back later in the morning...
...to kl...
...>.<...
...aisk!!!...
...as usual...
...dont really like to go back...
...coz i dont wanna be alone in the hostel...
...haiz...
...i still like my cosy home n room...
...i like it when i can see my sis sleeping next to me...
...at least in not tht scare...
...coz i scare of dark la...
...>.<...
...haha...
...still like lil girl...
...hmmm...
...but lucky me...
...still can enjoy my last few days of hols with my family...
...they going to send me back n stay at there overnite...
...a night to spend with them...
...then sat will go to my cousin house...
...at least not so soon back to hostel la...
...>.<...
...luckly i still got my cousin there...
...^^...
...doing my assignment at this kinda hour...
...aisk...
...>.<...
...test on tues...
...then presentation...
...MOCK EXAM!!!...
...a big OMG tht im going to face at the end of this month...
...>.<...
...T.T...
...i have to buck up...
...coz i noe wat i want!!!...
...clearly this time...
...i have to work hard in order to achieve tht...
...my dream!!...
...so...
...wait for me...
...i will definitely show u wat i got this time...
...I MEANT IT!!...
...bLess me!!!...
...^^...

...curL it...

...yipee...
...still on holiday...
...but... can start to countdown ady la...
...omg...
...haiz...
...>.<...

...yesterday went to saloon for a hair cut...
...but instead of haircut...
...i curled my hair...
...haha...
...a sudden decision i made...
...coz my hair started to be in a mess when it reached the shoulder length...
...aisk...
...mummy agree with wat the hairstylist's recommend...
...okay...
...curl it then!!...
...haha...
...actually quite anxious lo...
...coz its the 1st time i curled my hair...
...i scared the outcome will be like auntie lo...
...i keep remind the hairstylist dont make it too curl...
...i scare i will regret...
...then she asked me not to worry...
...she will make it natural...
...omg...
...relax for 2 hours...
...tadaaaa...
...DONE!!!...
...haha...
...with color will be nicer...
...thts wat the hairstylist said...
...mayb i should color it next time...
...=P...
...haha...
...i dont have any comment...
...coz im still not used to it...
...but mummy like it very much...
...she said look nicer n natural than the messy hair i had b4 curl it...
...=="...
...my hair got tht messy b4 this meh...
...>.<...
...haha... overall not so bad ba i guess...
...new hairstyle...
...new beginning...
...FIGHTING!!!...
...PRESENTATION n MOCK EXAM...
...HERE I COME!!! ^^...

...suNday...

...sunday again...
...im here in my hostel again...
...study for my chem test on tues...
...omg...
...test b4 going back home is not a good 1...
...coz im ady starting to have my holiday mood in me...
...haha...
...no no NO!!!...
...cannot like tht...
...haha...
...still must study...
...hehe...
...yesterday nite updated my table calender for this month...
...crossing the days is wat i like to do when i noe theres a holiday for me...
...hehe...
...counting down...
...2 days to my chem test...==
...3 days to meet my family!!!...
...yeah!!!...
...haha...
...daddy coming to fetch me again!!!...
...my beloved...
...tht day 1st time webcam with both daddy n mummy together...
...i miss them soooo much la...
...chat a lot with both of them...
...luckily this time i didnt let my tears out when my daddy call me 'girl'...
...haha...
...or else he will see me crying...
...always cant hold it when dad called me girl...
...coz made me feel like rushing back to my sweet home...
...im still not tht independent...
...>.<...

...friday...
...had a great outing with jingyi, joey, hooilynn, shanshan, wenji n wenxian...
...7 of us went for makan trip...
...hahaha...
...really ate a lot...
...had a very great time with those gals...
...yipeee!!!...
...lets go out again gals!!!...

...will be back to jb another 3 days...
...yeah!!!...
...but...
...im bringing my notes n all back...
...going to have my mock exam real soon la...
...>.<...
...then my WACE exam...
...n my presentations for EALD...
...but...
...meeting up frenz is a must also...
...haha...
...most of them r at jb dy la...
...sooooo fast...
...wait for me peeps!!!!...
...^^...

...continue study lo...
...chem!!!...
...heart you!!!...
...so...
...pls do heart me also ya...
...in order for me to score for you!!!...
...haha...
...=P...