...wat happened to ME?!...

...purposely wore a bright red top today hoping that my mood will be bright n happy today...
...but...
...things turn another way round...
...im in a totally emo + bad mood...
...i juz need someone there for me when im unhappy...
...someone to talk to...
...a pair of listening ears...
...wat i got in this moody day is being alone in library...
...studying n doing all the ques paper...
...its nice to do tht sometimes though...
...hmmm...
...wat happened to me?!...
...sudden emo made me dont feel like talking today...
...stay quiet...
...alone...
...im stressed out ady i think...
...i must hang on...
...>.<...
...mayb a trip back home will be great...
...wait till raya break...
...back home study for my mock exam...
...>.<...
...wats on earth im thinking about?!...

...during bio class...
...smsed my roomate n tell her i wanna go jogging after class...
...although im really very tired after whole day class...
...but...
...thts the only way i can really release my stress...
...sweating do help i think...
...>.<...
...haiz...
...back to room after changing then went down jogging with my roomate...
...while jogging...
...think of many things...
...y im so moody today?...
...coz i feel lonely??...
...coz of pressure???...
...coz of disappointment????...
...coz of all the prob running in my head?????...
...im glad after jogging i feel much more better...
...at least i felt less emo...
...today...
...the 23rd...
...i will rmb it...
...deep in core of my heart...
...how hurt im today...