...tmr goiNg bacK Lo...

...refer to my title...
...im going back to kl tmr...
...back to sunway...
...back to my room...
...oh my...
...my holiday end soooo fast?!!...
...oh my...
...>.<...
...okay la...
...its time to work hard for 2nd sem n face my results...
...haha...
...still got parents-lecturers day on the 10th...
...oh my...
...my daddy mayb will attend...
...so rajin...
...haha...
...thts mean i can meet them again next week...
...haha...
...not tht bad also ba...
...tmr gonna go back to my condo hostel with only 2 ppl in the unit...
...my roomate juz told me the unit is soooo quiet...
...coz only her n another housemate at "home"...
...haha...
...1st time lo..
...she waiting for me to go back...
...n post a note on my fb wall...
...so cute la her...

...i enjoyed these 2 days...
...i had a gathering with my 6AD classmates...
...my lovely classmates...
...such a cozy gathering...
...chat chat n chat...
...^^...
...we must meet up at least once a year like wat we said yeaterday ya!!...
...*hugs*...
...all the very BEST to everybody...
...west malaysia de janice,zxiong,sqian,kyuan n me will surely wait for east malaysia de pam,wqing,seayee n liying de!!!...
...^^...

...today...
...hang out the whole day with my best frenz...
...pam,baby wqing n liying!!!...
...we didnt gather like this for so long time ady...
...went shopping n chatting at cs n tebrau city...
...heart this outing...
...*hugs*...
...u gals must take care of urself o...
...at east malaysia must becareful n take care...
...i will wait for u all to come kl find me de!!!...
...haha...
...take care!!!...
...pic pic time...
...^^...

...♥ my DAD!!♥ my MUM!!...

...so proud of my dad lah!!...
...my dad on newspaper today...
...^^...
...he gave a speech on an event at Mutiara Hotel yesterday...
...as an representative from MAYBANK...
...wow...
...dad was great!!!...
...my IDOL n HERO!!!...
...a short interview on him n photo of him on newspaper...
...so dashing, handsome!!!...
...THATS MY DAD!!!...
...*heart it*...
...muacksss...
...daddy is the BEST!!!...

...had a very long talk with mummy yesterday night...
...told mummy im sad n emo...
...told her everything i feel...
...cried all my heart out...
...n told her im back to the emo me...
...back to the balck period of my life...
...mummy is the only 1 who knew how sad i m...
...she was there the whole period...
...n now...
..."look forward...dont always look backward"...
...thts wat mummy said...
...but she knew i will be sad in this kinda period...
...sleep with tears in my eyes n face...
...i knew my eyes will swell..
...coz i really cried badly...
...>.<...
...but...
...i felt better this mmorning...
...*hugsss*...
...thx mum...
...im sorry if i said something bad yesterday...
...i cant control myself...
...i will think positive n move on with a brand new life...
...continue the life im given...
...i will...
...promise!!...


...went shopping juz now with my family!!!...
...tebrau city...
...im sooo happy coz daddy bought a shoe for me...
...^^...
...NIKE sweet classic...
...OH MY...
...im so glad they have my size...
...yeah!!!...
...my sweet shoes...
...sweet classic...
...heart nike!!!...
...a new shoes for my new journey...
...a SWEET NEW JOURNEY!!!...
...JANE...
...move on with SMILE on ur FACE!!!...
...*winks*...

...I HEART MY FAMILY!!!!...

...1 weEk pAst...

...oh my...
...1 week actually past juz like this...
...last week at this time im at 1 Utama de cinema enjoying my 3D movie...
...but but...
...now...
...awh...
...i dont feel like going back on wed ady la...
...>.<...

...wed nite...
...chatted with huisin through skype but failed...
...then changed to phone...
...haha...
...a great chat till morning...
...heart it heart it!!!...

...thurs...
...morning started outing with eeling babe...
...then went wenjin house for another gathering...
...with beesian, shunqian, kokyuan n mianjie...
...chatting chatting n chatting in wenjin's room till 7pm...
...we r so great in chatting right??...
...haha...
...1st gathering after im back...
...so so so happy...
...heart it heart it!!!!...
...thx guys...
...im bored till...
...luckily u guys date me out!!!...
...^^...

...fri...
...went to eeling's house n had lunch prepared by eeling's mum...
...nice nice...
...thx auntie...^^
...then...
...went to jusco with...
...kokyuan, shunqian, beesian, wenjin n eeling babe...
...saw nd, kuanyew n qhao...
...sorry coz didnt chat with them...
...when gals bz shopping...
...u noe wat will happen...
...ooppsss...
...haha...
...a simple hi to them only...
...continue walk around...
...didnt buy lotsa things also la...
...but then...
...window shopping is great too...
...*winks*...
...great day also...
...^^...

...another few days here n im going back lo...
...>.<...
...date me date me date me!!!...
...hope to see every of my frenz b4 they going to uni...
...>.<...
...so...
...date me out!!!...
...haha...
...^^...

...haagen-dazs...♥...

...jouRney baCk to Home...

...im back...
...to my HOME SWEET HOME...
...yeah!!!...
...im happy...
...coz im back to a place i familiar the most!!...
...hmmm...
...my family came n pick me up on fri n we went to sunway pyramid for lunch n shopping...
...we ate a lot of things...
...daddy soooo good la...
...bring us to haagen-dazs...
...eat my favourite ice cream...
...heart haagen-dazs la...
...the icecream are superb!!...
...i heart the brownies the most!!!...
...i ate most of it...ooopppssss...
...hahaha...
...after tht went shopping...
...bought a clothes in MNG...
...then brought mummy to c the bag i spot on in roxy...
...but...
...i didnt buy it...
...mummy said it isnt special...
...then said i better think twice b4 buying it...
...so...
...i heed her advice lo...
...sad sad...
...aisk...
...>.<...
...nvm la...
...i will wait for their new collection then...
...wont be long ba...
...>.<...
...haha...
...then went for dinner with my cousin...
...a great dinner...
...after dinner went for 3D...
...TOYS STORY!!!...
...thts great!!!...
...thx to my cousins...
...heart them...
...^^...
...went to my cute niece bday celebration the next day...
...cute niece,avril...
...look so cute+pretty...
...lucky lil gal...
...^^...

...came back to jb after the celebration...
...jam for alomost 2 hours frm kl to seremban...
...>.<...
...poor daddy...
...so tired lo...
...>.<...
...so touched coz daddy had a hectic week tht week...
...sure very tired de lo...
...long journey driving somemore...
...i love u dad!!!...
...finally back to my HOME!!!...
...relax for 3 days ady since im back...
...went to changed my ic yesterday...
...went for lunch n shopping with family today...
...went for a haircut also...
...relax relax relax...
...emo emo emo...

...baCk bAck baCk to homE swEEt hoME♥...

...done packing...

...yipee!!!...

...finished my last paper...

....n i dont wanna talk bout it...

...not very good i think...

...owhh...>.<

...its okay la...

...wont be tht bad also ba...

...cheer...

...back to my hostel after the exam...

...so happy...

...then tried to call my sis...

...but nobody answer the call...

...start packing back to jb...

...haha...

...dunno wat to pack also...

...only my lovely lappie...

...my file n a few books for revision...

...thts all...

...haha...

...so fast then ady packed finish...

...daddy called...

...so happy...

...haha...

...thought they reached ady...

...but...

...they still at pagoh...==

...haha...

...another 2 hours...

...but im ady hungry...

...so sms my roomate n ask her to but hot & roll for me...

...niceee niceee...

...choc banana...

...yummy...

...haha...

...everybody posted which uni they got on FB...

...happy for them...

...but at the same time i felt quite sad...

...i should be like everyone of them...

...checking de upu results...

...but...

...ya...

...no chance for me to do so...

...i didnt even applied...

...T.T...

...really envy them coz they follow the track after stpm so well...

...apply uni...

...wait for uni...

...go for uni...

...but not me...

...1 moRe daY...

...yiPee...

...yeah!!...

...tmr will be the day im looking forward to since im back frm jb last time...

...^^...

...yesterday night skype with my family n cousins...

...a very noisy conference filled with joy n warmth...

...heart it...^^

...my cousins ady planned to go for a midnight movie tmr night...

...my bro n sis is soooo happy bout tht plan...

...3D movie tmr night...

...5 of us will be dumping my mummy n daddy at my cousins' condo...

...n go for midnight movie...

...wooohooo!!!...

...happy...^^

...but i still have to face my accounting n finance paper tmr morning b4 i get to enjoy myself...

...i will try my best for tht paper...

...then back to my hostel packing n waiting for my family to pick me up...

...so excited ady now...

...haha...

...no no no no...

...focus on accounting n finance 1st JANE!!!...

...good luck to me!!!...

*p/s: best of luck to all my beloved frenz who r waiting for upu result tmr...u all will be very lucky n get the uni n course u all want de...good luck!!!^^

...my MANGO DESSERT n joey's PURPLE RICE DESSERT...

!!yum yum yum!!

...4th paPer...reLax...

...4th paper ended ady...
...left the last 1...
...ACCOUNTING n FINANCE...
...haha...
...so happy...
...i gotta do well in accounting...
...coz got 2 days to do full preparation...
...yipee!!!...
...relaxed the whole afternoon n night...
...haha...
...finished my CINDERELLA'S SISTER...
...so so so nice la...
...love this drama so so so so much...
...the song are nice also...
...*thumbs up*...
...haha...
...then waited for Joey to finish her CAE...
...she's now free...
...no paper for her ady...
...>.<...
...i wished i can end it ealier also..
...aisk...
...>.<...
...y accounting n finance last paper??...

...while waiting for her at the ground floor of my hostel...
...saw many parents waiting for their children...
...some stuffing stuffs in the car...
...many holiday ady ba...
...OMG!!!...
...miss home in a sudden...
...i wanna go back earlier...
...but cant bear to leave my roomate here alone also la...
...poor thing...
...i noe the feeling staying alone...
...>.<...
...luckily joey came down n stop me frm emo-ing...
...i must think positive la...
...fri the same thing will happen to me also ma...
...my family coming to pick me up also ar...
...its juz 3 days ahead...
...right??...

...okay...
...then waited for a while for the shuttle to pyramid...
...like the shuttle service la...
...can go to many places in sunway FOC...
...no transport problem...
...*thumbs up*...
...went to c whether got any nice movie to catch since we got a whole night to spend...
...but then...
...all the nice movie will only show on the 17th...
...poor me...
...cant join them for movie...
...T.T...
...no movie for us today...
...then went shopping lo...
...oh my...
...saw a bag in ROXY tht i like it so much...
...a wallet also...
...gotta put it in my wishlist n let mummy have a look b4 i buy...
...haha...
...can i have them as a present??...
...mummy daddy pls...
...haha...
...then tried a dress in FOREVER 21 tht i like it so much...
...but...
...too loose for me...
...so sad...
...>.<...
...haiz...
...bye bye to de pinkish party dress...
...>.<...

...a great dinner at BBQ PLAZA...
...then...
...went for dessert after dinner...
...YUMMY YUMMY...
...MANGO DESSERT!!!...
...heart it...
...^^...
...overall...
...a happy nite for me...
...gotta start working real hard tmr morning...
...nitez...
...^^...

...3rd paPer...

...yipee!!!...
...im so happy coz im counting down for the last 2 papers...
...n most importantly...
...im counting to meet my family!!!...
...oh my...
...im so happy now...
...went i open my eyes this morning...
...i felt so happy...
...its the week im looking forward to...
...great day started with a great mood...
...monday blue??...
...nahhh....
...not for this week...
...^^...
...i did my best for today paper...
...maths maths...
...didnt finish a 6 marks ques...
...but...
...i did everything i can dy...
...so...
...its okay i guess...^^

...chat with mummy after lunch with my frenz...
...mummy said ady receive de letter frm college for next sem fees...
...hahaha...
...super efficient...
...havent holiday ady received...
...haha...
...good also...
...daddy can settle it when he come n pick me up on fri...
...goody...
...gonna end my 1st sem at sunway...
...super fast...
...3 months past ady...
...mummy said according to the letter...
...2nd sem will begin on the 1st july...
...aisk...
...tht means i really gotta come back on the 30th liao...
...>.<... ...y cant start the sem on mon of the following week??... ...then i can spend more time with my family ma... ...>.<...

...gotta work hard for my BIOLOGY lo...
...tmr i got to relax for a while after bio paper...
...BUCK UP!!...
...^^...

...disappointed...

...headache!!!...

...having headache after hours of maths...
...oh no...
...i hope it will go of after resting for a while...
...haiz...
...i tried to absorb everything in 1 time...
...i think i have to rest in intervals...
...or else the headache will juz get worst...
...not enough sleep i think...
...slept bout 3am yesterday...
...sms with babe,eeling + studying...
...haha...
...long time didnt sms with her like tht liao...
...talk bout things happened to her n something i wanted to noe frm her...
...gal...cheer up k??...
...everything will be alright soon...
...juz let all those past n a better future is juz in front of ur eyes...
...^^...

...quite disappointed to some of my frenz...
...now only i noe tht u all r not at my side...
...i cant stop u all to have different views...
...its ur right to have different views...
...but...
...thts not a supporting 1 at all...
...so wat i can say is...
...im DISAPPOINTED...

何維健 - 變化

...♥BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE♥...

...wiLL be HUGGING my BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE the whoLe nite...^^♥

...2nd pApeR...

...finished my CHEMISTRY ady!!!...
...so happy...
...tht means 3 more paper to go...
...todays paper quite dissappointed lo...
...i dint manage my time well n...
...ya...
...i cant get to finish de whole paper...
...2 hours is really not enough for the whole paper la...
...>.<...
...i only get to finish till ques 29...
...32 ques altogether...
...OMG...
...super SAD!!...
...T.T...
...but quite a lot of ppl cant finish it also...
...everybody in the hall complaining bout not enough time...
...luckily im not the only 1...
...>.<...
...i lose bout 20+ marks ady la...
...OMG!!!!...
...tht means my marks will be deducted from 80...
...>.<...
...but still quite happy while doing it la...
...at least i filled all the ques in the front...
...a lesson for me...
...i have to read fast, write fast n do fast next time...
...i WONT repeat the same old mistake again...
...another 3 papers to go...
...gotta work hard on my bio n maths this weekend...
...alone in hostel again...
...>.<...
...have to study...
...wat to do...
...wont be going to my cousin house i think...
...>.<...
...haiz..!!!

...juz now called back home n chat with mummy again...
...told her bout the exam...
...encouragement from her made me feel much much more better now...
...thinking of the day the coming to pick me up make me feel soooo happy...
...i cant wait to go back to jb...
...my home sweet home...
...cant wait to have my holiday then i can really rest without worries...
...cant wait to hang out with my frrenz...
...cant wait to meet mr YONG on the 29th or 30th...
...quite sad though...
...jyang going back to jb when im about to come back liao...
...haiz...
...hope can at least meet up for a while...
...miss ALL of THEM!!!...

...1st paPer...

...yipee...
...finish my 1st EALD paper...
...wrote essay tht i think not very long lo...
...i gave 3 points only coz of insufficient of time...
...thts wat my cute lecturer,ms julia told me to do...
..."if there's no enough time to write more points...
...juz write 3 and elaborate it well"...
...i hope my points r correct...
...pls give me high marks for my IDENTITY essay...
...^^...

...got my maths test results...
...ya...
...disappointed 1...
...haiz...
...not going to think bout it...
...wat past i will juz let it past...
...MATHS on mon...
...i will show the effort i put in all these while in it...
...promise will be a good one...

...went back to my unit after lunch with xinyi n joey...
...a tv set is on the dining table...
...a paper from the management...
...'testing model,tv rack n cable will be fix soon'
...wow...
...we will be having tv in our unit liao...
...should i be happy bout it??...
...haha...
...no astro wor...
...>.<...
...sad sad...
...but i think wont have the time to watch the tv also la...
...haha...
...hostel with tv...
...not bad...
...*thumbs up*...

...called mummy after settled myself down...
...my cute bro pick up the phone...
...miss him...
...n my sis n my big bro...
...10.06.10...big bro de bdae...
...*happy bdae bro...*
...^^...
...told mummy bout my exam n the tv thingy...
...chat with mummy...
...wat mummy repeat n repeat is...
...'eat ur scotts ady,had ur lunch,go take a rest,dont stay up till too late..'
...haha...
...everytime the same thing...
...but...
...i felt so warmth when all these ques were asked...
...mummy said juz 1 more week...
...very fast de...
...i can go back ady...
...i noe it will passed very fast...
...but...
...i dont like to countdown...
...it seem sooo long la...
...>.<...
...gotta work hard...
...i will rmb tht...
...FIGHT FOR WAT U WANNA STUDY IN FUTURE...
...i CAN do it!!...

...dOwn doWn dowN...

...study break today...
...slept till 10 today...
...should be happy coz i can sleep till sooo late...
...but...
...im not myself today...
...i also dunno wat happen to me...
...>.<...
...studied after my breakfast...
...chem whole morning...
...till bout 2 went to LUNCHBOX n had my lunch...
...went back to my room n continue chem...
...like a robot...
...doing things tht i should do...
...revision...
...till my roomate back from schl...
...she sense tht im moody...
...wow...
...she sensed tht...
...ya...
...i told her...
...chat for a while n we went to poolside n get our dinner...
...feeling a bit okay after tht...
...mayb i juz need someone to talk too...
...or mayb im too stress bout the EVALUATION EXAM starting frm tmr...
...ya...
...tons of stress on me...
...i dont wanna disappoint myself again...
...its quite hurt when u put in effort to do something...
...but in the end the results is not equal to wat u put in it...
...im moody coz of tht...
...without realising...
...i will still put all in and fight this time...
...thts wat i should do now!!!...


...skype with my family tht day...
...the first sound i heard is my daddy's voice...
...feel like crying everytime heard my daddy call me 'girl'...
...T.T...
...but the video is on...
...so...
...i have to smile n be happy...
...in order not to let him worried bout me...
...daddy asked me bout my test after his long long ques of did i take scotts everyday,eat fruits or not,got feel uncomfortable or not n etc...
...i told him my results not very good...
...n he said,nvm..its juz test..dont push urself too hard..rmb to get enough rest...
...tears in my eyes...
...but i have to control it frm falling down to my cheeks...
...daddy said its okay...
...mummy said so too...
...>.<...
...sometimes i really felt soo bad for making them soo worried bout me...
...not in my studies...
...but my health...
...thts wat they care most...
...haiz...
...i feel bad for my test results...
...but they find reasons for me in order not to feel bad...
...>.<...
...they dont want me to feel stress bout tht...
...T.T...
...i will work hard for my EE...
...the results will be great...
...i really do hope so...

...daddy told me he going to fetch me back after my last paper on fri...
...YIPEEE!!!...
...my family coming to fetch me...
...on the 18th...
...i wish daddy can send me back on the 30th also...
...but kindda impossible ba...
...daddy gotta work on tht day...
...coming back alone by flight again i guess...
...dont like it at all...
...>.<...

...18th June afternoon...
...the moment i can meet my family...
...it juz another 1 week...
...thts the motivation for me to FIGHT now...
...i miss them sooo much...
...n my win n new lil belle...
...my new doggie...
...belle...i cant wait to meet u...
...belle,pls be good when i meet u k??...
...^^...
...okay...
...found my motivation now...
...gotta continue lo...
...EE...
...im coming!!...